All of my FWBs have kind of fizzled out except for one.
Superman slowly stopped texting me after our encounter at the bar a week and a half ago... not sure what to make of that situation, but I guess if you're not interested anymore, you're not interested. No hard feelings. It was sexy while it lasted :)
The original FWB-- and by original I mean the one I was most interested in right off the bat, we'll call him Country Boy... well, he disappeared for a long while. The anticipation of that encounter lingered for a some time because we have been talking for over a month now with no forward movement. But he also dropped off the edge, only to again e-mail me thisafternoon about my "plans for tonight". Uh oh.
Rough blowjob man has not made a single effort to contact me after I was on my knees for him. The fleeting moment was pretty hot.
The quandary lies in the fact that my main squeeze FWB (we'll call him... Main Squeeze for the purposes of this blog) is a pile of cute, sensitive, sexy, great in bed with a high libido. He has made me feel so incredibly liberated just in the past month. Have you ever met someone you've felt you have known your whole life? The compatibility between us is exhilarating.
It is leaving me feeling a little scared to be honest. I was not expecting to find what I found on CL. Main Squeeze is dateable! And there within lies the quandary. I have this whole list as you know... and a part of me wants to call it quits to see whether a relationship might bud from our amazing encounters. The other part of me knows I need time to be free, explore, and be sure that I have found what I am looking for. These halves are duking it out internally. If he asked, he could very easily tip the scales I think. But so far, he has yet to ask.
As for Country Boy-- I am interested to know what would transpire if we were to hook up. He was the first solid interest I had going in to this list. Should I tempt fate and see what it has in store for me? What if I can't get past the thought of wishing my other FWB would tell me how he's feeling?
-Jade
Superman slowly stopped texting me after our encounter at the bar a week and a half ago... not sure what to make of that situation, but I guess if you're not interested anymore, you're not interested. No hard feelings. It was sexy while it lasted :)
The original FWB-- and by original I mean the one I was most interested in right off the bat, we'll call him Country Boy... well, he disappeared for a long while. The anticipation of that encounter lingered for a some time because we have been talking for over a month now with no forward movement. But he also dropped off the edge, only to again e-mail me thisafternoon about my "plans for tonight". Uh oh.
Rough blowjob man has not made a single effort to contact me after I was on my knees for him. The fleeting moment was pretty hot.
The quandary lies in the fact that my main squeeze FWB (we'll call him... Main Squeeze for the purposes of this blog) is a pile of cute, sensitive, sexy, great in bed with a high libido. He has made me feel so incredibly liberated just in the past month. Have you ever met someone you've felt you have known your whole life? The compatibility between us is exhilarating.
It is leaving me feeling a little scared to be honest. I was not expecting to find what I found on CL. Main Squeeze is dateable! And there within lies the quandary. I have this whole list as you know... and a part of me wants to call it quits to see whether a relationship might bud from our amazing encounters. The other part of me knows I need time to be free, explore, and be sure that I have found what I am looking for. These halves are duking it out internally. If he asked, he could very easily tip the scales I think. But so far, he has yet to ask.
As for Country Boy-- I am interested to know what would transpire if we were to hook up. He was the first solid interest I had going in to this list. Should I tempt fate and see what it has in store for me? What if I can't get past the thought of wishing my other FWB would tell me how he's feeling?
-Jade